Food. I miss food. I miss real food. I miss the taste of food. Man everything taste like plastic garbage bags. It's like you fill up the bag with garbage and let it set for a week. Then empty the garbage out and eat the bag. UMMMMMMMMMM. It's making my mouth water just thinking about it. lol. The bad thing about it is that what doesn't taste like that, is way too strong tasting. I never thought I would say these words but fried foods are horrible. Hamburger meat taste like fish. Chicken taste like greasy shoe laces wrapped around a bone coated with dirt. Everything taste like it was cooked in Havoline 10 w 30. Even stuff that isn't cooked is nasty. Ice cream, actually isn't bad till about a hour later. Milk, though, is like the anti anti-nausia medicine. Plain bread is ok. Crackers are the best. Garlic bread is a trip to the emergency room, though. lol. Mexican, Italian and Cajun food is not even an option. I don't think I could get past the smell of it to actually eat any of it. Beans are a no no. There's enough bad mojo around here as it is without those party favors going off in disasterous fashion. I'm drinking nasty gatorade and bottled water and eating those frozen flavored icies things. I can drink gatorade for just a little while then blahhhhhhhh. I have to get another flavor. They get nastier and nastier. I want a COKE. I want to hear, " Welcome to McDonalds, may we take you order please . Yes, I want a HUGE DR. PEPPER , A Quarter Pounder with cheese , and a Large Fry, make that 2 Quarter Pounders and 2 fries". I want to go to a pizza place and say, "I want a big Coke and A Large Supreme Pizza, minus the little fishes and anything that isn't Italian ( no south pacific crap or mexican crap or Haitian crap or Jamacian crap or Indian crap or Chinanese crap or Japanese crap on my pizza, PLEASE. Thank you. )." I dreamed about pizza last night. LOL.
Oh well." Mommmmmmmmmmmm, I want a blueberry water and some crackers". LOL. Tomorrow will be better and the next day will be better than that. Friday I will have me a Big Mac, fries and a Dr. Pepper ( No Quarter Pounders cause ketchup hurts my stomach real bad right now). I do pity the people that gets in my way at the counter at McDonalds Friday. LUNATIC ON A BINGE.
Here is me real soon:
"Hi I'm Kieran S and I'm an addict."
"I am addicted to flavored water that cost almost 2 dollars for a 20 oz bottle."
"I'm an abuser of blueberry and cherry H2O. Man it can get away from you quick."
"I didn't know I had a problem. I went to the fridge and they were all gone, and I kinda went crazy. I tried to suppress my needs with tap water. But it just wasn't the same. I tried pouring it over ice. Nope. I tried chilling it but it just wasn't the same. When that didn't quence my thirst, I though of going out to scrounge for some 'on the street' but I don't know that much about this culture of drinkers of unsanctioned water. So, I started making my own home brew with tap water and flavoring. Dangerous stuff. I had started an illegal H2O lab. But it just wasn't the same thing."
"That's when I knew I had a problem."
"I needed help."
"So I came here, to W.D.A."
"I've been clean
and sober
and dry for 1 hour."
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